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Hey there everyone~! I want to help my awesome, nice, and dear, friend~! @CrazyMeliMelo is an incredible and talented Artist, and she's in a bit of a pickle~ So I beseech you all to go Commission her~ Please share this~!
Holiday~!
Hey there, awesome people~! After a long and busy year, I'm going on my Holiday~ I'll be going to Bridlington for a Week~ If I don't reply to Messages and Notes, then the place I'm at doesn't have Internet~ I've been pretty busy since my last Journal, and sort of all over the place with my Emotional and Mental states~ I've been dealing with the latter quite well, thankfully~ As for what I've been doing, well like I said, I've been busy~ I've been writing my Novels again, and even finished the Prologue for my 5th Novel~ I've been working as well, and even considering leaving for another Job~ I've been a bit crazy with collecting Crystals, Models, and Books, haha~ From LemonPainter92~
Life lately
I'm finally ready for a Relationship. I'll be honest and tell you all what's been happening. I've been depressed and suicidal since 2017. Because of numerous issues, and my pride, I ruined and strained my Relationships and Friendships, which just made everything worse. With one of the former being a long running Relationship. I ruined my life. I shut myself off from everyone, and just stopped communicating. I didn't ask for help, and didn't tell anybody anything. I was just motionless, stood still as everyone else moved forward. I experimented with many things to ease the pain, desperate to find a place for me, to find peace, to be fixed, but nothing worked. I was completely lost, and my Mental Health was non-existent. Like my Soul had left my body, and I was on Autopilot. I just focused on my Work, and not on me, or those close to me. And I'm now only just slowly coming out of that dark place. I'm answering people again on a regular basis; trying to mend those Friendships I strained.
Hello Everyone!
Good Evening, visitors.
I know, it's been quite sometime since I last wrote. Honestly, it's because I don't really do much with this site anymore apart from chatting with people. I don't really Draw anymore, haven't been in the mood, plus I'm focusing on my Writing.
I've been keeping well, mentally and physically, had a few moments of depression however. I'm trying my best with Self Care, but I'm still learning, haha.
Had a Job too at my local Air Craft Museum, but it was put on Ice due this CoronaVirus. I don't know.
These days are starting to drag, but I'm somewhat fine due to being an indoor chap anyway. Miss hanging out with my frie
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i can relate to the pain u fell so just know ur not alone